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deathcab4u Rainy Day - Subscribe

Sometimes I feel like I am a character in a movie.

Except...

In movies even the guy I play ends up with some sort of resolution.

I don't want to be at the end of my story in any sense, but it sure feels like I experience a lot of conflict for so little reward or consolation.

On the bright side, Poison Oak Media is kicking off. An idea I had a year ago is finally coming to realization with the help of my best friend. Our combined skills is what the company needed to become something real.

I am really excited and am planning on putting a lot of effort into this renewed initiative.

I had to call in sick due to anxiety attack again so I figured I'd make good use of my day. I feel like we did well, I got a lot done and am a step closer to doing something I love to survive.

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Mood: angsty
I hear: Blue Mountain - Rainy Day

deathcab4u Boop Beep Boop Sep 3rd, 2008 4:18:57 am - Subscribe

Re-activated my emusic account and got 75 free downloads. I got to pick up some music ive wanted to for awhile now and some new stuff too.

I doownloaded music from:

Vampire Weekend
The Gaslight Anthem
Damien Jurado
Dr Manhattan
Blue Mountain
Frightened Rabbit

I am a really big fan of Alt Country, stuff like Nitty Gritty Dirt Band, Son Volt, Wilco and stuff that has a little twang ya know what I mean?

I really enjoy that bluegrassy touch to country.

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Mood: funky

deathcab4u FAT TIRE Sep 1st, 2008 5:56:54 am - Subscribe

Another lovely Sunday.

I have one day off from work each week and I try to make it the BEST day of the week.

Today I went to church and then met with my bro's for bible study. Then we went to the Guitar Center and one of my friends bought a Synth for their band.

After that 3 of us went to a little pub in town and had a pint of Fat Tire and some sandwiches, it was fantastic!

Always good to have a pint before 20s group bible study. And then another one after bible study? Yes please!

SO yeah, after 20s group 8 of us went to a different bar for a pint f Hacker Pshorr and it was a great time.

MORAL of the STORY: 2 Pints of Beer, 2 Bible Studies, Church and the best friends you could ask for make up an amazing sunday.

I recommend it to anyone who loves the lord and cold beer as much as me!

K, well I think I work tomorrow so I'm going to get some sleep and pray to god that I do his will and work wherever he places me. And I might plead like a child for it to be somewhere else sooon lulz.

I know that His work needs to be done everywhere in the world, and that this might even be the place I make the connection to my next step of life, that or its just building characer /sigh.

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Mood: content
I hear: Conor Oberst - Cape Canaveral

deathcab4u HOLY SMOKES Aug 21st, 2008 7:14:40 am - Subscribe

WOW

WOW

WOW

I remembered this blog today and GO FIGURE, it still exists. My GUTS SPLATTERED all over a page on the internet!

Well I'll be damned, I can't resist the urge to post and to read about myself because i don't know who I am anymore =*(

Funny the things we do when we are stressed and tired. Lost and confused. I'd write in a journal but its in the car and I def prefer typing. Also, the feeling that this may be read is comforting in a weird way. YEAH OK.

Anyways, 2am and I am guess I should hit the sack and try to keep my cool. ALL I WANT TO DO IS LET OUT A LITTLE STEAM AND RELEASE SOME TENSION!

k thx ttyl

EDIT: Ok I read some entries from when I was with B. If I learned anything its that spending so much time with a person and obsessing over them is recipe for disaster. YIKES. lol. I will not let that happen again. Personal time > Needy Relationships.

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Mood: emotional
I hear: Against Me - Impact

joanne The truth..... Jul 23rd, 2008 6:30:23 am - Subscribe

You think I am OK?... this is how I really feel for you TOYO.... the truth is

Everyday...I try very hard to be strong and try not fall apart but everytime I see you, my heart aches. I feel helpless. I wanted to talk to you atleast, but you feel so far away.

I thought I can easily just let it go, but the truth is, I've never let go of the feeling. I just hope that one day you would realize how much I care and love you. My friends say that I should use my head and just go with the flow but how can I? When in my heart is its always been you. It hurts to breathe because every breathe I take proves I can't live without you, I need you TOYO...you're the only one thats missing in my life.

I hate to admit that the greatest pain that comes from love is loving someone I can never have.... now everyday i have to endure the reality that I am only loving you from afar.

Lying to Myself - Freestyle

I, BELIEVED IN YOU
WHYD YOU LEAVE WHEN YOU
SAID THAT YOUD NEVER LET ME GO
ALL I GAVE WAS LOVE
WASNT THAT ENOUGH
TELL ME THE TRUTH, I NEED TO KNOW
REFRAIN
I CAN SAY TO MYSELF, THAT I DONT NEED YOU BESIDE ME
THAT IVE FINALLY PUT IT ALL BEHIND ME BUT
CHORUS
ID ONLY BE LYING TO MYSELF
AND ID ONLY BE DREAMING OF WHAT,
I KNOW WOULD NOT COME TRUE
COZ NO MATTER WHAT I DO
TO TRY TO THINK IM DOING WELL
REALITY IS THAT IM STILL NOT OVER YOU
I, GO, EVERYDAY
TRYING TO FIND MY WAY
DRIFTING INTO THE EMPTY ROADS
CRYIN EVERY NIGHT
THESE TEARS, SO HARD TO FIGHT
WHAT DO I DO, I JUST DONT KNOW
REFRAIN
I CAN SAY TO MYSELF THAT I NEVER NEEDED YOU, ANYWAY
AND AFTER ALL, IVE NOTHING MORE TO SAY
(REPEAT CHORUS)
BRIDGE
I THOUGHT THAT IT WAS NEVER ENDING
I THOUGHT THAT WE WERE NOT PRETENDING IT WAS REAL
I KNOW MY HEART WILL SOON BE MENDING
AND AFTER THE RAIN, THE SUN WILL SOON REVEAL
THAT I
CHORUS II
I HAVE BEEN LYING TO MYSELF
AND I, I HAVE BEEN DREAMING OF WHAT
I THOUGHT WOULD NOT COME TRUE
I KNOW AFTER WHAT IM GOING THROUGH
I WILL BE DOING WELL
AND WHEN THE DAY COMES,
I KNOW WHAT ILL SAY IS TRUE
THAT REALITY IS IM FINALLY OVER YOU

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Mood: lost

radio being creative Jul 22nd, 2008 10:27:50 am - Subscribe

OMG...! where's my comments' bar? anyone from AEONITY can help?

I didn't delete any script, but the comments bar's not working.. HELP!!

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Mood: colorful

aeonity Aeonity Spam Clean Up Jul 10th, 2008 11:36:10 pm - Subscribe

Grab a trash bag, Aeonity is cleaning up the site by removing spamming web users and anonymous referrals.

With these past few weeks we have removed approx. 200 or so users that have been linking outside of Aeonity. These users are either trying to sell a product or sell a service.

quote:
"Which all in all is simply bad business & marketing."

If you notice any of these bad business practices, we would like to know. Simply comment here or email us at aeonity at gmail dot com. We greatly appreciate your help.

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Mood: good
I hear: Aeonity Spam Clean Up

velouria The Bull In The China Shop Jul 8th, 2008 9:04:20 pm - Subscribe

Sheldon Construction has been installing the sewer in my neighborhood. I'm sure they do an excellent job, but they leave destruction in their wake.

Over the span of two weeks, this is what occured:

1. Early one morning Sheldon Const. cut my cable line in two. (The cable company later tried to charge me two service fees because they didn't make good notes on the problem)
2. A few days later, Sheldon Const. hit a water line. When I came home, I had air/mud in my lines for several hours. I probably have some leaks now although I'm not yet aware.
3. A few days after that, Sheldon Const. knocked out the power to eight homes in my area.
4. Two days later nature (NOT Sheldon Const) happened upon my house. I was on my bed when I saw lightning strike my house seven feet away at my window. My phone/internet was knocked out for 2 1/2 days.
5. Five days after the lightning strike, Sheldon visited me again. I came home Thursday night to find my cable line had been ripped off my house! haha Cable came out on the 4th of July and fixed it.

I only have one untouched utility: GAS
Let's hope nothing happens there...we would not want that

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Mood: touched

velouria Holter Monitor Jun 17th, 2008 5:34:09 pm - Subscribe

I got a Holter Monitor put on yesterday. I have to wear it for 24 hours. I can take it off today at 2:13 PM

I hope it caught my heart doing crazy stuff! I do NOT want to have to wear this monitor again. It was only for 24 hours, but it was a real pain. I couldn't sleep well because I was worrying about it all night lol

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Mood: agitated

radio Photo Time! Jun 11th, 2008 10:45:55 am - Subscribe

my wedding and honeymoon pics.
www.redfly-design.com/union

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Mood: whatever

radio Complaints Jun 11th, 2008 10:42:27 am - Subscribe

wad a day?!?!
I hate my job and I hate to be here everyday, anytime that I can avoid coming, I'll try. SIGH. I don't know what I like anymore, sometimes it seemed more like being comfortable at this level and not willing to give up for all that I have worked for.

Unfortunately I am one of those unlucky ones who hate what they do for a living. Some people don't mind their jobs, some even love it. But sadly I hated mine, and I have to jiggle it alone. I am so tired sometimes, mentally drained. And I have became so absent-minded, I always forget things.

Everyday's a drag.
Only the part which I spend time with my students are truly enjoyable, brought me back to where I used to be, and what I used to like.

Do you have a goal in life? Are goals achiveable or are they far-fetched?

I don't really seemed to care anymore. And one day I will leave this place. I will miss it but I will also be truly happy.

I have been so depressed these days because of my job, I just want to stay home everyday and not go to work. HELP!! Maybe I desperately needed some holiday..short getaway to some beach resort...maybe even GENTING!!!!

People around me are all pregnant!?!??! GOsh. So many, it's like a fashion statement. Come in all different sizes, big and small. I am not sure whether I want to be pregnant or not, I want to be ready. But I don't think anyone will ever be ready for such things. Such a huge committment, of course I will like to have a baby eventually. Well, I'll leave it to God, if he feels that I am ready then so be it! I missed my period for 2 weeks, and I was so worried that I am pregnant! And then it came, surprisely I was rather disappointed but was also relieved. I guess then, I am not ready.?

Another day ended at work, and I felt lethargic.

Went to Lawry's for steak the other day, very nice ambience and excellent steak! yummy. Wanted to order wine but thought we may burnt a big hole in our pockets. hehehe...rather, my hubby's pocket. But I think the price worth it for the wonderful meal that came.

Finally bought a MIU MIU bag during the recent GSS!!!! A lot of wonnderful bargains at great discounts!!! Saw one Burberry bag at 50% off..OMG! it's so pretty. *control*

When will I be a rich tai tai??

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Mood: powerless

starrylife The O Monster is going to get me Jun 4th, 2008 6:21:46 am - Subscribe

Oh gosh, I can see a big O monster coming towards me now...it's not too far away, and with my slow running speed, it's going to catch up with me pretty soon, really soon...and if it does, I will be doomed...
At the beginning of the year, I've went hiking with 230 over friends in the woods. We have all been warned about a scary monster who looks like an "O" and who will eat people who are slow.
When I was in the woods, I saw no sign of the O monster. Thus, I thought that the legend is false and there is no such monster in reality. However, some of my friends have already started to run off, just after they first heard about the O monster.
"There's no monster, what are they scared of?" I thought. So, day after day, weeks after weeks, I hiked my way through the woods slowly, examining any unusual fauna and flora on my way and enjoying the lush greenery around me.
Then, during the fifth month, we were reminded that we have to get out of the woods by October, if not the O monster will get us.
Frightened by the thought of not being able to get out of the woods forever, we all ran, but not for long.
We stopped after we felt that we have ran quite a distance, and slept for a month.
Then we were woken up by a noisy "crunch" sound. We looked in the direction of the noise, and we gasped at what we saw.
It is the O monster! Though it was a few kilometers away from us, it looked as tall as a mature 25-year-old tropical rainforest tree!
We all stood rooted to the ground in fear for a few moment.
Then, some of us woke up from our fear and started running. When we were running, we looked back a few times and I saw that there were still people who have not waken up from their fear; or, perhaps, they could not.
We ran, but nobody ever ran back to save the other friends who were going to be eaten up by the O monster.
We have been running for days, but still, we could see the outline of the O monster far, far away.
We cursed and we swore. We hated ourselves for not believing the tale from the beginning. We hated ourselves for only running for our lives after we have seen the O monster for ourselves.
"Why?", we once screamed while running. "Why are we so STUPID?"

*The O Monster is a metaphor for the "O" level examinations.*

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Mood: serious

wade Logging the sick Apr 19th, 2008 7:08:08 am - Subscribe

Cold. Thursday, I woke up with a slightly raw throat. I figured I was getting sick. Friday, my right nasal passage is plugged. By now, I have cold like symptoms. Runny nose and stuffy nose.

Sad. I wanted to make it without getting sick until June, making it a year.

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marlene Send me right back from where i came Apr 12th, 2008 10:32:40 am - Subscribe

So I've moved in with a friend from work, its going quite well. She keeps trying to set me up with men though, which is kinda weird.

Got my own xbox finally, some sweet games on it. I'm an addict of GH3 ...
My GT is Sensarity if anyone else is an xbox nerd like me, add it.

anyway, I cant sleep, been too busy rearranging my room, got it done for the most part, having trouble finding a good tv to invest in. Bought one second hand, but found out you cant get to the input without a remote (which it didnt come with) so I can't even use it for gaming.
Oh Well.

Lifes good none the less, I think

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Mood: ...
I hear: Spoon

joanne pagod na ko... Apr 9th, 2008 5:59:26 pm - Subscribe

I had enough.... my life has been a roller coaster. i need a new life. all about my life are sooooo complicated. i have fallen inlove to guys that hurt me all the freeakkkking time. I blame myself. Ang manhid kasi ni TOYO. Hindi nya alam I am willing to give up evrything, but on the second thought ang hirap i-give up anything when you feel in the end xa hindi kayang mag-giveup even just a little bit.

Somehow I need to wake up....but I don't know how.

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Mood: indecisive

marlene tenderly kissed Mar 29th, 2008 5:57:07 am - Subscribe

Ever have those days you feel so undesirable and uninteresting and have convinced yourself you are the most boring person on earth? Welcome to my every day life.

I think lately I've done well at convincing myself otherwise though. I have a girl thats interested in me, unfortunately we both suck at organizing schedules and being the man. My roommate said I was the coolest girl he has ever met with the best sense of humor (blush) and I got a review at work worthy of a twenty cent raise and praise from the boss. Life was going great, till my roommates started asking stuff from me I don't know I can give.

I need to talk to my mom.

The best part of my day though was this;

I thought it only appropriate to have a travel mug that best describes me in some way, since I work at a coffee shop.
I'm way too excited about it.
Kinda pathetic? Maybe not ...atleast before I took a picture of it ...and posted it ...

-marlene

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Mood: meh
I hear: grandaddy - miner at the dial-a-view

marlene its easy Mar 28th, 2008 6:06:00 am - Subscribe

i'm so tired of myself, my sad, over emotional emo self. i hate being mad at someone, so furious about something so ridiculous, yet they don't see the problem, then when youre finally able to say how fucking pissed you are, you act like a bimbo just to keep the peace as if everything is ok.

well everything isn't ok

and i need to run away, run back home. i dont know if i want pity, or if i want to leave just so a year or two down the line, theyll have regrets. i dont even know if he'd miss me if i was gone. maybe thats what i want to find out.

dont even listen to me, i just want to whine to someone who isnt myself for a change.

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Mood: irked
I hear: grandaddy - revolution cover

radio The BDAY episode Mar 24th, 2008 8:26:42 am - Subscribe

I just wanted to blog about my bday which happened just last week, that I was truly touched and moved by people who spend their precious time with me.

I had 3 cakes, 2 gifts and one hell of a beautiful lilies' bouquet, and I wanted to upload the pics. But too bad, it was all taken with my camera phone, and I haven't had a chance to install the driver so thus, no pics for now.

My students are so kind and lovely, and I am so happy that they took the efforts to celebrate my 29th bday.

Felt really warm and fuzzy within.

BEAR HUG for all who came and blew the candles with me!

Still contemplating on what I want for my bday, didn't want others to spend unnecessarily for me. So I will like to buy things that I really need. *scratch head*

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Mood: great

marlene Paranoid Android Mar 20th, 2008 6:39:39 am - Subscribe

Lifes been pretty great, met up with my lady friend and we watched some tv together. She asked to take me out to dinner sometime so as much as I hate to admit it, it might be my first actual date.
Hopefully it goes well.

I'm so addicted to Daria.

Lifes been boring, no work tomorrow, don't know what I'll do, but it should hopefully be fun.

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Mood: super
I hear: Radiohead

marlene I spent the summer wasting Mar 17th, 2008 7:20:02 am - Subscribe

I wanna start writing like I used to, idea after idea of amazing fictional work of a dream world I could only wish I was in. I wish i didnt lack the inspiration.

Where is my happiness. I think I'm happier alone even if I'm more lonely. F*k relationships and commitment, I live for me.

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Mood: queasy
I hear: Belle and Sebastian - A Summer Wasting